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Here’s the deal – I’m making my own collection of fic to read and enjoy. Occasionally to inspire, but really… just to relax, enjoy being a bit naughty.

So I need your recs on the following topics:

- Fics from X-Files, Doctor Who, or Torchwood
- need to be at least 1,000 words
- pairings I love: Mulder, Scully and/or Skinner in any combo, Doctor, Jack and/or Rose in any combo

I’m particularly fond of the silly cliche fic – anything relating to psychic ability, anything “shag or die,” etc.
I’m also a serious fan of deep angst/hurt/comfort fic.
I’d strongly prefer no “pregnancy” or “wedding” fic.

Teen or older rating preferred.

So… recs?

Haven’t posted in a couple weeks even though I’ve been meaning to. Nothing’s wrong – I’m just busy with a bunch of little things now that the new year has started.

Another birthday has come and gone – I’m 35. Oddly, this one does feel different, although I’m not quite sure how to describe it.

Work’s fine. The pace has been uneven, but that’s to be expected in the new year. I’m still stressed about the things that normally stress me, but overall… work’s just fine.

I started on some fanfic early in the month, but I’ve been distracted by all of the other stuff going on in my life. Erich has some gaming dates with the guys in the next few weeks, though – so I may reserve some of my time to just tinker. No idea where it will lead. I’m not putting any expectations on myself other than to scribble some scenes and see if anything takes me anywhere. I’m debating posting draft scenes under a friends’ lock on LiveJournal for feedback… any thoughts?

I’ve been doing a decent amount of stitching, too. As part of “Guilt Free January” over on The Wagon, I’ve started two pieces so far this month: Legends of the Dragons and Astrology Sampler. I’ll post pics this weekend on them. I’ve debated starting one more piece for Guilt Free January to throw some variety into my rotations the rest of this year… I’m mulling over starting Spring Queen by Mirabilia or Witchy Washy by Raise the Roof. Not sure yet… but I probably will get something else underway in the next week or so.

I haven’t, to my surprise, been playing a lot of World of Warcraft. Erich tossed the Guild Leader tag on me earlier this month, and I need to start doing something to salvage the guild in some way. Not sure what yet – it will be a casual setup, but I need to get on the polls I took earlier this month.

That’s it for now – new work just came in, so I need to get offline.

I’ve posted my preliminary “210 in 2010″ list over on 210_IN_2010. It’s already in progress, even if I haven’t finished anything yet.

If you want to join the insanity, even if with the smaller but just as original 101 in 1001, come on over!

(okay… maybe a teensy bit of one)

One of the things I’ve decided is causing some of the stall in my stitching is the fact that I keep sticking on the same half dozen projects. I’ve been telling myself that I’m not allowed to start anything else in my stash unless I finish the projects I have… and well… that’s turned more into a curse on my progress, honestly. Part of the problem also is just – my Teresa Wentzler addiction. I have plenty of pieces in progress, but those are huge slogs of pieces. I need some smaller – or just easier – pieces to add into my rotation so I get occasional "happy dance" celebrations with completions.

So I decided to allow myself to kit up the following projects to add some variety into my rotation:

• Legends of the Dragons (Teresa Wentzler) – only because it’s part of a stitch-a-long on the TW message boards
• Mirror, Mirror (Abbey Lane Designs)
• The Catfeeder (Cedar Hill)
• Lazy People (Calico Crossroads)
• Wee Beasties IV (Dimples Designs)
• Dragon’s Tea Party (Dragon Dreams)
• Sleepy Hollow (Glendon Place)
• Autumn in the Square (Just Nan)
• Leaping Cat (La-D-Da)
• Witches Dance (Lavender Wings)
• Coffee Menu (Little House Needleworks)
• Dragonflies, Ladybugs & Bees (M Designs)
• Spring Queen (Mirabilia)
• Witchy Washy (Raise the Roof Designs)

I already have tons of fabric from which to choose for these projects. I just needed to check my floss status. And that’s where the problem starts.

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that I find myself now watching Utopia on BBC America. The timing is epic.

And door!sex? Still kills me every time.

Folks looking for a “this episode was awesome” conversation? Come on in. I’m mourning Ten, but I’d like to think of it as one of those wakes where there’s a lot of good stories and laughter among friends to celebrate a life now passed.

and spoilers, oh yes there will be. And measi!squee

(and I apologize for any horrid grammar here… I’m running on a hangover and three hours of sleep, and am getting to “about that point” before I crash).

I adored the episode – and was very relieved that it pulled part one back into some semblance of “oh, okay then” after part one was so weirdly paced.

Wilf on the Millennium Falcon Starbug BIG LAZER GUNS = awesome.

The Master staying true to himself, yet also helping the Doctor = also awesome.

HOLY SHIT, NOT ONLY THE GAUNTLET OF RASSILON… BUT THE BODY OF RASSILON, TOO!
(last week I jokingly turned to Erich and said… I wonder if Timothy Dalton’s playing Rassilon. I seriously had no idea and was shocked to see it true).

Weeping Angels were mentioned – and the two Time Ladies were oddly standing like them. I wonder who the woman was? Ten’s mom? Romana? Clearly someone he knew…

Ten’s cause of death – heartbreaking. I did not expect Wilf to be the one knocking, and gasped when I heard those four thumps. And Ten knew IMMEDIATELY – oh, god that look when he heard it.

Finishing off by doing right by each of his companions in some way – <3. That’s so Ten.

I foresee some ficcing with Jack’s bar scene. I’m going to rewatch that scene in slow motion JUST to see all of the races stuck in that shot. I would not be surprised if a majority of them are in there. And the music killed me.

“His name is Alonzo.” HAHAHAHAHAHAHA. *pop*

Seriously? that bar scene alone was epic fanfic girl heaven. Because of it, all I really could do was smile the rest of the way through the ep. I had a little catch in my throat, but that helped me from meltdown into sobs. I can’t guarantee I won’t cry instead when I watch it again on BBC-America.

I’m very glad that no further companions died off. I’m also glad that Gallifrey appears that it won’t be back permanently. While yeah, it may be cool to have Gallifrey there – I prefer the mystique of it being “lost.”

The bookstore with Verity? Such a beautiful scene and a wonderful little surprise. The fact that she just instantly accepts him for who he is – the family story that’s been passed down and accepted. Perfect. And so heartbreaking when he doesn’t answer her when she asks if he was happy. *sob*

I know it’ll be a mixed opinion – but the scene with Jackie and Rose was pitch perfect to me. Telling Rose that she’s going to have an incredible 2005? To me it just brings everything back full circle… and Ten’s adventures will go on in a blissful loop forever. Just wonderful. I can swing back to my Doctor/Rose ship anytime with that. Just beautiful.

I’m a happy little geek girl, and already the writing thoughts are churning.

And I was surprised – I was really prepared to just break down as Ten regenerated… but all of a sudden, I see Matt Smith’s face, and went “OMG… David’s done!” yet… it was somewhat okay.

Somewhat.

I’m going to miss him, though.

And on that note, I wish all of you a Happy New Year, as I won’t be around until tomorrow’s Who insanity.

*waves*

I participated (somewhat successfully) in the 101 things in 1001 days meme from 2006-2009. I decided that I’d hold off putting together a list until the new year to kick it off with things to strive for. Not resolutions, per se – because I know I’ll break them in that format. But goals

However – the fact that it’s a new decade is making me think that maybe I should do something bigger and bolder. It was a bit tricky coming up with that 101 project list, mostly because I felt that only big things could really go on it. I want to celebrate the little accomplishments too, as well as be realistic in the financial timeframe for some of my goals (like… house renovation stuff) due to real life, the current economy, and whatnot.

Out of sheer goofiness with the year change, I decided to see what would happen if I upped it from 101 in 1001 to 210 in 2010 (catchy, eh?). What date would it fall on to end if I put my list as of January 1st? So I go over to the handy, dandy calculator and factor 2010 days.

To my amusement – it’s July 4th, 2015. The idea of celebrating with fireworks and BBQ is enough of an incentive to me, so I’m in. (I’m not that difficult to please, clearly). I may be stupid. I know I’m beyond hope in silliness. But hey, I’m intrigued by this idea… and I think celebrating success is a GOOD thing.

And I figured I’d invite my friends list (and by extension, anyone else who might be crazy enough to do this with me) to jump on the insane bandwagon, too, whether with a 101 in 1001 days, or 210 in 2010, or some nifty new derivative that you come up with.

Come on over: 210_in_2010.

cc: the new comm.

I have actually written a complete scene of fic.

I know it’s shocking – but yes, I have written it. It’s in long-hand, and it’s horribly messy at the moment between crossing mistakes out and the fact that I was trying to write on my lap while sitting on a bench on the train. I’m going to entertain where this one goes for a bit, and see if it goes anywhere.

Right now, it’s Ten and Jack, post TW:Children of Earth & DW:Planet of the Dead. I honestly can’t tell you where it’s going because I don’t know yet. Right now, it’s just a humble little solitary scene. But that’s a good thing… it’s something.

I’ve also received some intriguing – and diverse – prompts from sleepingmermaid, blanhe2, lillibetm3, and punkandpearls (via Twitter). So those will help me get some creative writing juices again. Hooray!

*waves to new f-list people* Welcome guys! Nice to meet you all… hopefully we’ll have some great chats via LJ in the future. I’ll toss a new intro post up later this morning once I have some coffee… I don’t think I’ve updated the thing for about three years anyway.

Thoughts on the holidays will probably be a project this afternoon. I have a bunch of things on my mind, but I’m not yet awake enough for them.

I’m at work this morning – it’s dead quiet here, both at our office and in downtown Boston in general. Sometimes I wonder why companies are open at all during this mini-week between Christmas and New Years. Only half of the people go to work – and let’s be honest, it’s because they have to. It’s bitter cold outside, there’s really not a lot of work to do (when the “I’ll make myself look busy” plans clear through on the first day of four, there’s a problem)… ugh, I’m just… bored.

If I weren’t weirded out by the idea, I’d scribble fanfic at my desk. Maybe I’ll pull a notebook and do that longhand. I dunno.

But two more days of it… *groan*

I started skimming my friends list this morning, and I’m wondering what’s up. Out of the first 20 friends posts? Eight were “I’m doing a friends cut” thing. Instinctively, I replied to a couple, and got a nasty feeling in my stomach. I decided not to read anymore at that point. Rather than deal wtih what essentially are roll call posts, I think I’ll just state this: If you decide to cut me from your flist, yes, I’ll be a bit bummed about it. But it’s your journal and your decision regarding who you want to read. I’m not going to grovel to stay on someone’s friends list, though.

Anyway.

Some quick non-spoilery thoughts on the recent Doctor Who episode…

I’m not quite sure how I feel about it. I did laugh at times. I gasped a couple times. But mostly I just feel “meh” about it. I felt the pacing was odd. I felt like there’s a lot of stuff thrown into the story that as of now makes no sense. BUT… it’s the first of a two-parter, and there’s lots of extra time in the second part of this thing, so hopefully it all comes together. So mostly I’m just reserving judgment until I see the conclusion of it this weekend.

Can I say, though – that BBC-A is awesome? Not only are they airing them the day after they broadcast in the UK, but they’re airing the episodes uncut on the first broadcast and just expanding the air time to fit our stupid American commercial blocks.

Even better? Erich and I now have BBC-A in HD. Which is glorious.

I seriously hope this quick turnaround continues with the new episodes for series 5.

And oh my god… a project at work. I’m shocked and stunned.

So, to help me once I’m bored again… toss me some fic prompts and I’ll tinker with them. I’m open to Doctor Who, Torchwood, X-Files… hell, I might even attempt some West Wing or Star Trek (TNG or DS9). Maybe I’ll have some drabbles or fic later this week, if you don’t mind unbetaed drafts.

Hope your celebrations are cozy and happy ones!

Honestly? Things are pretty good. I’m having some usual depression that occurs around the holidays (mostly dealing with the obnoxious folks who argue against saying Happy Holidays and who shove “Jesus is the Reason”). But other than that, it’s been good.

Stitching has helped me reground myself. I’m feeling more relaxed and on top of things. I’m finally breaking out of the leftover cough from whooping cough that slammed me in late September (seriously… three farking months. UGH).

I’m starting to tinker with writing again. Before I get deep into completing my Support Stacie obligations, I’m going to run through some other ideas. Some may just come this week – I have the entire week off from work, and I’m feeling the need to play.

I’m celebrating Yule tomorrow. With the snow outside, it may make an outdoor ritual a bit cold… but I may go out anyway. If not, a cozy evening in my office is in store for me now that the support for my altar table has been found.

Erich, Matt and I are heading to my Mom’s for Christmas, so I’m very, very happy that BBC-A is showing the Who episodes on only a day delay. I’m back in geek fever again, and it’s taking a much happier, healthier track this time.

So stay tuned. I’m expecting to be posting a lot more come 2010.